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After the considerable word count of our last fic, now seems like a good time to take a bit of a breather with a nice short read. This week's fic was recommended by [livejournal.com profile] lightlack. It takes place sometime not too long after the events of "Christmas Carol" and "Emily" when Mulder and Scully end up back in San Diego on a case. The fic is focused on Scully and how she is coping with recent developments, the turn her life has taken, what it all means for her, and where Mulder fits in amongst all the chaos and wreckage.


Living with the Dreaming Body by Punk Maneuverability


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Date: 2012-04-27 01:25 am (UTC)
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I'm glad you enjoyed it. Is there any passage that stood out for you?

Date: 2012-04-27 01:37 pm (UTC)
From: (Anonymous)
She knew the size of this man's heart, knew its scope and weight, knew
its dreams like she knew her own. He was her parity bit, her decoder
ring, the only language she understood anymore. His palm was warm
on her back and she imagined his touch glowed red against her skin like
a Kirlian rainbow in the shape of his hand.

Sighing, she curled herself around him where he sat next to her,
creating some mystical symbol formed with the two of them, with her
skepticism and his wonder and all the things that were shared in the
space between them.

"Scully," he whispered.

"I can't have children."

"I know," he said, and it seemed his heart was breaking in his voice.

"It's okay," she said, because she wanted it to be okay. She was tired of
living under its weight, tired of pretending this hadn't happened to her.
She wanted it spoken, understood between them so they could put it to
rest. She could not have children. She could not have his children.

He touched her cheek. "It's not okay."


As an infertile woman who's only child was conceived through IVF, and who just found out she'll never have another child (by any means), this passage just really resonated with me. And, also, it's perfect.

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